Sufficient

I spend a lot of time trying to cultivate abundance in my life. Making sure that my worldview is set on the fact that there is so much in the world for us to tap into. That the pie of resources we have to share is not finite, but rather has the possibility to expand to make space for more people at the table. 

That mindset does mean I am always striving for something. 

I'm playing around with the idea of sufficiency. What if I felt that how something is today was enough? What if I felt that I was enough as I am at this moment in time? 

There can still be abundance within this. I can still strive to grow. My journey comes from a very different place though if I already believe that I am already enough. I'm growing for the sake of learning and testing my own limits. 

It also means it would be cool if I failed. Because I was already enough. Trying something new was something for fun, a nice to have. My own worthiness did not depend on its success. 

p.s. Credit to Brené Brown and her writing for these revelations.